Thoughts are shattering here and there. There is no one definite thought. It’s full of one bunch of memories that keep enter and exit, it doesn't really exit but it chose to stay there and it plays like a playlist, so many memories and you never get tired of playing it over and over again. When you have this specific feelings you just can’t really get from it like that it stays there and it keep coming and go. I don’t know where I stand now and how much time do i left to feel this memories but I feel like its forever, I don’t know because I don’t know either what’s in my future. Forever is not really forever after all.
