TIRED

Monday.8.08pm.

Tired.EXTREMELY!!!.Working nonstop 8a.m-5p.m OMG is really restless indeed!!! Pheeeewwwww.The only thing my mind able to think now is, lying on the bed with my back and neck propped up by all those pillows!!!  Okayyyy, okayyyy...I need to rest my eyes!!!!!!!!

Have a good night dream everybody!!! 

Sleepless night!

Sunday.10.12pm.


By the time Im writing this..my eyes is already half closed...my body aches...but I still wanna write a blog now..im insane! 

tomorrow and again here it is starts my daily routines after 3 days off, wake up at 7am then go to work 8am.have a little break-fast and then work until 5pm.this is what i do every Sunday to Thursday(working day at Kedah).doing practical all alone makes me tired indeed and am thinking how am gonna work for the rest of my life??! NOOOO... i have a plan for my future already, i started to plan since i entered this field.hehe.well you know am kinda girl who likes to plan big and ended up nothing.erggghh not actually, but somehow i like to plan even its not happen on that time maybe other time perhaps when the right time comes.i know it will.

Okay all i need now is sleep.don't know why am feeling extremely tired this days.maybe i should take some rest.Yes i need rest anyhow.if not am so dead tomorrow!!!
The memories is still there! Life is going on..
Goodnight world!

Life is too ironic to fully understand.

He used to be my best friend, nope more than the word could say. Yes, he had a special place highly in my heart once upon time. And i don't  understand how things have changed fully and my life too, he is no more. He is still there but not like what we used to have been last time.I know things has changed for better the one perhaps.I do really respect him till now, and i know i will until my last breath.But i still don't understand why am still looking at past and whenever i dig my past i started to hate him.RESPECTIVELY. There are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake! And sometimes it's confusing whether to have him or not in my life.I don't understand this very feeling am going through.But one thing for sure, things has changed a lot!!!! I never thought life would bring me this way... I never thought it will happen..  Was my life planned since the very beginning??!!


Whatever happens, life has to go on... and what i learned so far Life is too ironic to fully understand!!!

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Sunday.12.13pm.Cloudy
Music random ..

there's nothing much to do.surfing net out from bed till now. didn't brush my teeth yet.(I brush my teeth in the shower) well it's not an excuse! being lazy pig this very day!! Oh come on who don't like their self  being pampered all day long?? 

Urmm... what i want to do today??  sounds like there's nothing to do by the way.. 
Okay i wanna go to MPH bookstore, lately i was finding one book i read it online and its just nice the story line simply well written so that's it ermmm after that?? Well i shouldn't waste my last day holiday just like that!! Well i am just waiting for the pay day you know..
and now i'm on kinda budget so i have to act like matured on choosing the things i really need by right now, so how about the book? okay it's not that very expensive though i need to postponed my wish until my pay day i guess..

I'm having flu and this make my day going moody as well.. and i need some rest.. and for sure i need some fresh air, maybe go for lite jog will make me little sunny.
So that's all for now, i need to fresh up..

p/s : I want to save my mouth :D

I'm 21 ..now I understand why PETER PAN said so..

I know I am a Strong Girl :P

I'm always the kind of girl who moved on in any circumstances...

I know..I believe...that I am a strong girl..

I laughed at silly jokes....or even the not-so-silly one...

Just for a comfort =)

Some people used to say, "Hey kom, you got no feelings or what?"

My reply is just a smile...

Probably I am...

It's my nature to hide my true feelings...

Blame me for being an Aquarian (hehe!)

I wished I could tell myself that...

It's okay to cry...

"This is all just a process" said a friend of mine..

(yea right..process of getting old perhaps! lol...kidding..I got you, friend! )

Right now...

If I am to look at a mirror...

I'd probably see a girl that is not really who I knew she was...

"I'm always the kind of girl who moved on in any circumstances...

I knew..I believed...that I am a strong girl..

When My Mind Speaks

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be - a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger - but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.

Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength,willpower, or heart.

Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness,and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are sometimes the most important ones.

If someone loves you, give love back to them in whatever way you can, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and listen to what they have to say.

Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you.

You can make anything you wish of your life. Create
your own life and then go out and live it with
absolutely no regrets.

And if you love someone tell them, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store.

Learn a lesson in life each day that you live! Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday. Was it worth it?

Duke and Duchess of Cambridge in Malaysia

In line with religious protocol: Prince William and his wife Kate, the Duke and Duchess of Cambridge take their shoes off before entering the Assyakirin Mosque in the centre of Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia, which they visited this morning on the latest stage of their tour of South-East Asia on behalf of the Queen to mark her Diamond Jubilee

Sensitivity: According to Islamic religious law, all visitors to mosques must remove their shoes and women must cover their hair before entering. Kate wore a pale grey dress by Beulah London with a draped head scarf. The label is run by the couple's friend Lady Natasha Rufus Isaacs. She left her  £185 nude LK Bennett heels by the door

Ready to go: Prince William pulls his socks up after removing his shoes, as the Duchess rises from her seat to join him on their guided tour of the city center mosque

Keen: Both William and Kate were attentive and eager to learn more about the mosque, which had gone under a $10.2million renovation in 2009 to double capacity from 6,000 to 12,000

Modern outlook: The Palace said the royal couple were keen to visit a mosque as Islam is an important part of UK culture and the main religion in Malaysia

Homework: Miss Ibrahim said she was  impressed at how much the Royal couple knew about Islamic architecture

Favourites: The Duchess's trusty LK Bennett nude platform shoes lie tucked under a chair next to her husband's brogues during their visit to the Assyakirin Mosque

'Fantastic visit': A left-handed Prince William signs the mosque's visitors book while his wife seems to be having trouble with her fountain pen

Well coiffed: Kate shed her veil on arrival at the city centre park to reveal her hair tied back in an elegant knot

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2203059/Kate-Middleton-makes-visit-mosque--wears-veil-attire-like-Princess-Diana-did.html#ixzz26S13HAvF

Some kind of mind relaxing.. Superb :)

kadikaaram thalai keelai oodum
ivan varalaaru ethuvenru thedum! 

Life

Manmeedhilae endha jeevanukkum alavillaadha aasaigal..
Ondrallavae Oraayiraththai thaandi nirkkum thaevaigal ..
Ninaiththadhu nadappadhu evan vasam ,anaiththaiyum mudippadhu avan vasam...

TRANSLATION IN ENGLISH :

Everybody has great wishes on earth..
They have thousands of needs in their life..
Who has his faith in his hands, God only finishes everything..

p/s : its a song actually.. and the lyrics has touched my heart in some way..

it's true...

For a REASON

TIME & KARMA

This quote really made my day..

Here are some list of things that I wanna make it happen before I Die..

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to be continued.. .. .

Shooting S.T.A.R

One Direction - Gotta Be You

Am so in love with the lyrics and the song!

Women have better memories than men

A Cambridge University study of 4407 men and women has discovered that gender play a clear difference in memory function. In the test,women made an average of fewer errors than men, regardless of age.

In this study, scientists used a measure of memory that is spatial and women consistently outperformed men. There are many possible explanations for this, including both neurobiological and environmental differences.

Besides, the education was also found to play an important part in memory function. Participants who have high education were found to make an average of fewer errors than those who have low education.